I love Acoustic...=]

this album was by Sabrina..a filipine gurl...wow..its super nice hearing it... its not original actually..she resang other artists songs.. but its nice anyhow..=]





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thedevil

ur like an asshole...

is it so hard to juz post it back..
why do i even bother trying..
jeez..
why did i even make that stupid step...
arent im a genius..
thiking that 'okay...lets try n c whether it can be'
i tried..n u did it to everyone else except me..
haha..funny rite...im the first one to post it up..
but i didnt get it back...
instead other of ur friends did..
haha..this is ridiculous...
i meant u..n u know who the hell u r..



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thedevil

The Past..

My old classmates uploaded our primary pictures into facebook...lolx..

this picture was taken when i was 8 years old..XD
i am at the first row 3rd from left..

This one when i was 9..XP
1st row, 4th from left..

i felt amaze on how time fly by so quickly.. its kinda sad though..
i wish i could go back just being a kid..
undo all the mistakes i did..i meant then bad one...(u dun wanna know..XP)
i just wanna live that life again..where there is no worries..
free from budget constraint and all those stuff i have to worry as a teenager..
how nice if i can be a kid again..

all i can do is play around without worrying about stuff..
juz havin some friends to scream around with u...
haiz..i do miss those time..
as what adults will say.."grow up"..

i have to...no choice...but i dunt wanna..
being a kid is so amazing...
to see the world revolved around ur two eyes..
the ability to imagine...without ppl saying...its fake..
the feelin of being a kid..its really wonderful..
is as if...the whole world belongs to u...
is as if we are living in our own world..
a kid is able to put a smile on everyone faces...
the feelin as a small hand clutches against urs...
haiz....
what am i crappin...
but what i say its true..for me la..
being a kid is all i could ever wanted..
to restart a whole new life...
...XD....



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thedevil

Refresh....XD

here's the thing...one trimester in MMU Univeristy sudah past..
i didnt expect it to be so damn fast...lolx..
there is so many things that happen throughout this few months...
friends, love, studies, enemies, sports, etc etc etc... n food...XD
my seniors said that entering college is like a whole new life.. u can start fresh..
make new friends but of course dont dump the old ones behind la..haha..
well...i did make some new friends and good one too ..
but...
i practically blew the "making more friends" thing...
i ended isolating myself aside..haha...stupid me...=.-"
i find it hard to get group members...i hate when it come to that scene..
where lecturers will say ' find your own group members'..
i will be like..'oh, shit....no one wants me..' =.="""""""""""
pathetic me...haha...
anyway, i will end up in a group also...haiz..
why am i so passive at communicating????
gene perhaps?..hmmm..dont think so..
or it just me..? exactly..!
c'mon dude..u dun wanna ended up alone do ya????!
=.-....

Next, studies...haha... so far i can say its all ok....except..!
Computer applications..that subject gives me "the" nightmare...
it gives me hell...!
T T...~
others was like superb..
somethin i realise that was different compare to high school..
i feel more relaxed when i was preparing for the examination..
i feel that there is time to prepared..
lolx..i duno how to explain lo... haha..=.-"
cross my finger i pass my examination...!
XD...

ok ok..next next...love perhaps?
when i first do this new blog..
i did mention somethin bout love n i didnt want it..
haha..but can i control that feelin..lolx...maybe not..0.0...
lolx...i didnt expect anythin..
i just wanna focus on my studies n score perhaps..
my parents warn me..no love no love..
i was like...ok lu..not intended to have one anyway...
and then......haha....
lolx...everything is a mess rite..?
i cnt recall how we met...but im glad that i have met u..
wont be seeing u in a few month though...
haiz..i felt like im gonna miss u...=]
ok..enough bout that already....!

enemies.....haiz...
do i even have to mention..
i dont have any enemies la...bloggie..
i dunt even know what to call it...=.-...
next....!

foodddd....
god...this ar..
my senior say the main reason she shift to cyber is because of melaka's food..
is so damn cheap wey...
she said she gained 6kg in 2 months..i was like ...0.0..
okay okay..self control..XD
haha...
lolx..cant barely imagine....waliau..
seriously, melaka food is so much cheaper..
i dunt wanna shift to cyber..the livin expenses there is blood sucking!
i wanna stay in melaka..
but some people are forcing me to cyber...=.-...""

ok...lets see...what else amazing happen..
for after a million decade...i went swimmin..lolx..ixora there...
oo..i even played snooker...shh...secret ya..!...XD
that one particular day... i stayed in the uni until 130am...
haha..that was a blast for my brain...
i miss playin ping pong...i have no one to accompany me now..haiz..leave it..

scholarship...disastrous...T T...
mmu punya x dapat...aduhai...
then the petronas pun din get..
jpa also x dapat..sui betul..
but somehow...thx to jessica..
she told me bout mca..
they try to help for those whom didnt get jpa..
yosh...got chance..!!
XD
thx ya jess...si sotong..XD

haiz...so many things happen in such a short period of time..
geeeeeeeeeeeeez...time, dunt past so fast...i wanna enjoy those moments..
haiz...T T...

amelia...i addicted to yiruma...shit..!!!
XD


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thedevil

Last day of my first trimester....

can u imagine how time fly so damn freaking fast....?
it felt like it was just yesterday that i took a step into the exam hall for spm...
n today im in college preparing for the final paper...
why time pass so quickly...
where do time need to rush...?
why cant u move a little bit slower..
haha...impossible rite...
lolx...
anyway...i really do hope time can pass slowly...
cause i still wan to enjoy my study life..i dont wanna step into the reality world..
its too early n im so unexperienced....
if i can study long enough...then i will be prepared...
haiz....=]


anyway, since it is the last day..i woke up at 7am..
packed my stuff to go back kl..wow..alot stuff ...^ ^
went for breakfast...when i stepped out my house..
the sky was dull, cloudy and grey..
was a gloomy condition... really seem like a sad day...
i stared at the sky for a while...wondering how long can i be here....
when i came to the library..it was not open yet... 30 mins more..
i have no choice so i sat at the floor n flipped through y papers..
before that, my dad asked me..why need go so early...rest la..
haha...i was like..=.=..
i really do want to study hard... i force myself jus to be diligent..
in the end..it may be worth it.. i know it will no matter what..
cause only i know how hard i worked..
only i know how hard i struggle..
i did what best for me..
and i definitely know that studyin is the best way to distract from thikin..
haiz...but its gonna end today... i dont wanna think again...
help me to stop thiking..because im unable to do it alone..
i sound pathetic... why cant i stop my mind from thikin...
go away u stupid thoughts... get out of my life...ur destroyin me..
damn it....



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thedevil

im sorry...

i thought the least i could do is lessen down ur burden..
but i didnt manage to do it...
im so sorry...


damn it...!


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thedevil

damn it...i broke it again...!

damn it...
why do the hell do i have to do this to myself..
i mend it...n i dun wanna put hope..
but then u give me that hope...
maybe its just a false hope..
i misunderstand it...
it was my fault to misinterpret that hope..
being in this condition really kills me..
why do i have to torture my mind n my heart...?
am i that desperate...?
damn myself....stop thinking n stop hoping..
cause i know that it is impossible...
but why the hell do i have to give myself hope...?
why do this ...?
i drop tears juz because of this..
i wasted those tears...
i regretted to have ever put hope...
this tears are not meant for u...
i broke it before even finishing mending it..
i was naive n stupid.. i didnt think properly...
i didnt think of the consequences...
and the effect that will cause me..
but its too late to consider that...
cause it has already happen...
have u ever consider how i felt...?
its my damn fault for not taking care of my feelings...
i let it fly... n now this happen...
i should have locked it in the first place...
n never let it out..
but why do u have the keys to my cage...?
why do u have to try to open it...
why do u have to open it n then care for it..
n then release it into the reality world..
n never have to care for it again...
why do u have to do this to me....


why did i did this to myself..
why did i cause myself all the misery...
god damn it... T T



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thedevil

music to wonder off my soul.....

I woke up at 730 am... lolx..planned to go to the uni... haiz....
suddenly no mood lo..haha...

i on my laptop....and kenny g fills my ear...his music was superb...
it was so relaxing...haha....
how nice if my life was as smooth as his music..
kinda impossible..there is always up n down...lolx...
recently i dunno why...i got addicted to instrumental songs especially..
Kenny G n Yiruma....
why o....?
lolx..too stress gua...or maybe i become too soft...=.=..
hha..hell no...XD
i realise that this kind of music is a little bit better compare to my other songs..=]
im really out of my mind...


anyway....
later hangin out....haha...if my dad founds out...
u guys wont be seeing me anymore in the uni..0.0..
haha...cross my finger he wont find out...!!
hang out watchin movie...the nightmare on elm's street..
haha..sound scary...first time watching horror movie..
swt...btw..its 18+...haha,,,im only 17+.....=="""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
lolx......k lo...wanna ready go uni...XD



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thedevil

i love rings....XP

this post i dedicate to my rings i own...lolx... i dunno why but i juz love rings..XD

The first ring i bought....XD

I love this ring o...my horoscope...=]

My Birthday Gift....XD

I really thank my friend... i wore it most of the time..XD

last but not least...this one is very special...
compare to the others..this one is simple n nice...
and i love it...not engagement ring ya...^^




My hand with 5 rings!!
i want more!!!!!
^^

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thedevil

aishiteru... what a girl wants to hear...

Girl : Thanks for the fun day
Boy : No problem
Girl : Can i ask you a few questions?
Boy : Sure... 0.0..
Girl : Be honest..
Have i ever crossed your mind?
Boy : No...
Girl : Do you like me...?
Boy : No...
Girl : Do you want me..?
Boy : No...
Girl : Would you cry if I left...?
Boy : No...Girl : Would you live for me..?
Boy : No...
Girl : Would you do anything for me..?
Boy : No...
Girl : Choose me or your life...
Boy : My life...

The girl ran away in shock depression...
The boy ran after her and told her...

~The reason you never cross my mind is because.. you are always in my mind..~
~The reason why i dont like you because............. I love you..~
~The reason why I dont want because................. I need you..~
~The reason why i wouldnt cry if you left because...i'll die if you left...~
~The reason why i wouldnt live for you because... i'll die for you....~
~The reason why im not willing to do anything for u ..i will do anything for you..~
~The reason why i choose my life is because... you're my life..~

... ...
....... The End ..........
.............. ................




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thedevil