Merry Christmas !...^^

said.



"Blessed Merry Christmas...! I know its a day away but hey, Christmas mood already lah. Anyway, Christmas gas been a significant season, or as they called it festivity. I dont call it a festivity for me. I dont believe in Santa. But I believe in Christ who was born on 25th about 2k year ago. Christmas is more than significant, Its when my ex, you know who, asked me to be his girlfriend. This I'd never forget, but as you've said, move on. And you're right. After the youth camp Ive went,Ive actually learn alot. To be humble, To love your enemies, to deal with problems but dont be scared of it. Just wanna let you know that, Im thankful. I thank God for you. As you were there for me.I appreciate. I really do. And as we grow up, I really pray that we'd never lose contact. No matter in what circumstances. Take care k."


I will always be there. no matter up or down. as u were also there for me..From the inner and bottom of my heart, im greatful to have a buddy like you. we will never lose contact..i promise you that..ah..I love you, buddy..cross my finger so badly..we will always stay in touch...Merry Christmas...=]


Although couldnt celebrate Christmas with u. atleast, you're still there... you're the best christmas gift that a person can ever want...X)...wishing the gift would last..X)



Merry Christmas..^^



saranghae
Eva

My christmas wish list..!

ooo....Christmas is so around the corner..!!
let me seee...what i want eh...


1. The story books i drool over in MPH...(ask from mum perhaps?)
2. The teddy bear I yearns to hug....!
3. more rings...lol..(imma collector)..X)
4. i wanna tattoo my hands...
5. ipod touch...(grandma, i wan one..lol..)
6. the only intangible item. is you.


Christmas is the day where u gather around with family n friends and enjoy those moments....
its not actually bout the gifts, but the warm feeling u get from surrounded by your love ones..
enjoy the day..love the ppl whom love u back...its a special day anywayz..=]

My Christmas wishes are that short..lol...
anyways...i cross my fingers, ur Christmas wish come true as well...=]




saranghae,
Eva

Blank...

why is my so different..
looking at others..
so indifferent.
am i wrong.?
i become speechless.
typical me.
pain.suffer.again?

Nightmare...

The pain that run through my body the whole yest night...
causes me my sleeep..
i woke up..
n it stills hurts..
taken medicine..
and it still hurts..
add on to that..
i dreamt of u..
woke up, tears was in my eyes..
hoping it would only be a dream..

im dying out of this damn pain.



peaced out,
Eva

Confused....

I.dunno.wat.to.feel.now.
wat.r.u.thinking?.
i.can.barely.able.to.guess.
cuz.ur.not.sharing.it.with.me.
why not.?
am.i.nt.worthy.enough.to.be.trusted.
its.getting.to.me.
its.affecting.me.
i.have.no.idea.
can.u.be.open.?
at.least.let.me.share.with.u.
haiz.
i.dnt.knw.wat.to.think.
wat.to.say.
wat.to.do.
all.i.can.do.
i.also.dunno.wat.can.i.do.
all.i.know.is.that.im.confused.
sigh.

dunt.wanna.repeat.my.past.
i.dun.wanna.it.to happen.to.me.again.
i.dun.wanna.mend.it.all.over.again.
its.tiring.its.hurting.its.painful.
i.once.promised.
n.u.break.it.
haiz.




peaced out
thedevil




peaced out
thedevil