Sunday, February 27, 2011
Yesterday..my grandpa brought me to pavillion..He wanted to belanja me eat.. But there is so many choices I ended up eating spring rolls and bubble tea.. A moment where I sat alone, I felt guilt that overwhelms me..The guilt of ignoring him.. Saw him walking.. He's old..And Im big enough to differentiate..I should respect him more..Love him more.. Help him more.. Its my duty.. I hate myself that moment for treating him like that.. I promised. I will not raise my voice. I will not complained when he ask for help. I will treat him a whole lot better. I love him. I will change..=]
Today..another day I hang out with high school friends.. My sis did once asked me a ques, why did you hang out with classmates from another class..what happen to ur own classmates?...I also tak tau.. I've been rarely hanging out with my own classmates..dunno where all run already..lol.. Anyway, I had a great time today.. There was alot screaming going on the karaoke room..lol..stupidly, this is my first time goin to an K-room...=.=...wait wait..dont laugh yet ok..I have my reasons..Imma good diligent student ok...LOL.. There was alot standing up..screaming ...woots..Those great times.. Then went bowling..=.=...I throw the ball asyik masuk longkang..muz be my hand..sudah senget..Then later hang kai...walk until leg sudah mau collapse...Conclusion..I wished time hadnt passed that fast..wanna feel that moment more..
Saturday, February 19, 2011
CNY was over yesterday..Didnt manage to throw an orange to the river though....zzz...
ah..who cared...one more week stuck here .. then im back to cyber..where all the hell begins.. I juz got to know that i will be having short sem for the first sem of my degree...at first i thought it was a good thing...ended up i have to double the credit hours...n I only have 8 weeks be4 finals.. = =... woi MMU, mau bunuh I ka..? I baru start degree leh!! Janganla bunuh I cepat sangat...= =... I sudah freaking out.. Im getting cold skin lately...
Cold skin as in those fish-type-cold..zz....Just now went pasar malam..fush...after about 45mins of hang kai-ing...my grandpa stop at the guava stall...I wanted guavas...XD....he was picking..and suddenly I ask him hurry up... I look around and eveything was quite blur.. Terpusing otaku...the orange light of the pasar malam twisted my head one...zz..I ended up squatting down...zzz....Cold skin...Whats happening to me!?!!!!?!?!...= =.
oh yea...My high school peeps visited me a few days ago...sorry cnt layan properly luu....Kinda sick...which I ended up really sick ... haha... but I had fun with u guys here.. U guys bring back memories...X)..
~oNLY If YoU came..~
Friday, February 4, 2011
After months waiting for the day to come.. It finally Arrived..ah..before that..Couple of day before the-big-day..I just only found out I have freaking no new Clothes..Only a pair of jeans..= =...So not planning to wear ma birthday suit on that day..Went to TimE Square and venture for hours...ended up with 3 clothes bought..= =...zz.. Anyways..CNY are all about family gathering but why dont I felt those bonds..The only thing I felt was, bonds that was tanggling half way..zz..Ah..forget it...
The great thing was...Angpaus..lol...Every unmarried person has eyes on it..This year seems better..cousin from Johor came..XDDD...Was kinda busy with friends on the first day..They almost blew me off..Pheww...Luckily Im able to 'unblew' it..My life almost flew away..Damn it..lol.. Conclusion is..This CNY are almost the same as every year.. Nothing much different yet for now..XD
Im on my Foundation break for ONE MONTH... God...Im bored like hell..This is so gonna kill my brain cells..zz..Then after that One month..I will be starting my degree.. I realised we wont be spending much time together as we always do.. It seems you're more happier with them...more open towards them..So its ok..as long as there's that silly grin upon your face, I will back off..and make your life miserable free.. The only thing i can put in my head now is to 'balance'..Im still searching for the balance of my life..Everything seems up and down..Nothing is stable yet..Guess I'll juz have to search harder...
Tomoro off to Melaka...yay..!..More red packets..XDD..chiao..~