One Heart..One Love..One Hope..

One Heart..One Love..One Hope..

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Super junior Idol world..!

im supposed to be sleepin...tomoro need to go back cyber for seminar...but i cant help it..
but to watch super junior idol world..!!
its hilarious..haha..i laugh alone n my parents thought im mad...
imagine a quiet afternoon with my grandma relaxing downstair..
n suddenly the sound of a person laughin madly can only be heard..lol...
haha...


addicted, babe...^^



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thedevil

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Muet.....o.O....huh?

gomenasai!
suppose to blog about making jellos...but..but..im super lazy to do it..!
my mum is so gonna kill me..!
tomoro!
i promise..!
xD

oh yea...i just remembered..
MUET..!!!!
why the hell must we take this exam anyway..?
aish..!
speakin test on 13th oct..yay!
i can go down melaka...buahahahahahaha.....lucky me..i registered in melaka..=___=
i havent prepared anything yet...anyway..
wat is there to prepared?
lol..i know la...
wonder whom my group will be..
sure sui if u kena me...
haha...



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thedevil

Jelly....!

My mum keep forcing me to make those jellos..lol...ok ok..
am gonna make it this evening..!
Home made..!
Fresh...!


Stay Tune....!

^^


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thedevil

New Layout....

yay...!
i change my blog layout...bored with the old one..XDDDD
i love that tree...i so wanna be there if i could...^^



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thedevil

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Super Junior....eeeek..!

one week holidays seems like a year.....lol...u c la..after my last sem start sure complain one..lol..
but my new semester quite free. not much classes. Only 3 cuz the management ppl haven approve my comp app II...aish..really free lo..haha...

today...wat i did was....hehe..woke up at 12..woops..i open my handphone n got 5 MISS CALL FROM EUNICE CHIN MEI YI!!!!!! wah...so desparate find me ah? haha..
she wan go makan...aiyo...tell me a day before than i can plan la..tell me last minute...aish..really boring ah..wanna go out...no one fetch...zz..T.T...sooo..too bad..
i went downstair tukar baju...buka tv...=___=...malasnya...haha...holiday make me so restless..
my mom said go n make jelly...aiya...lazy ah...later la...hehe...
my grandma cook soya noodles...weeeeeeeeeee...it was a lilttle bit spicy though..but i love it..!
then....went upstair ...buka laptop...mcm biasa la....

nnnnn i watch...SUPER JUNIOR SHOW....hehehhee...nice.....i love them.....XDDDDDDD
yay..! waste more time...yipeee...! =___=


my grandma cook curry....yay..!!!



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thedevil

Monday, September 27, 2010

A New Story...

Im working on a new story...since there's ntg to do..i write la..lol...will be posting up my past story i wrote soon...XD


mY nEW sTOry ElEMents......
Destiny....


Love...




Supernatural...


Making Choices...






Sacrifices...





haha...stay tune....XD



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thedevil

Gack...! Im almost bored to death..!

holiday one week also felt like committing suicide...
there is freaking ntg to do...!
watch drama also load like freaking hell long..!
lol...aish...wat to dooooooooooo...!
haha...go write story je la....

zz



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thedevil

Saturday, September 25, 2010

YOSH...! finalllyyyyyyy....! XDDDDDD

after a few weeks of brain torture...my second semester is super duper finally over..lol...time do pass super quickly.. im gonna blog my whole second semester...n lastly...my final exam....XD


I started off my first semester in in Melaka...the first 2 weeks.. assignments are already piling up.. groups are already formed.. discussion have already started.. that particular day in campus...i checked the jpa portal...maaf...anda tidak dipilih...shiet...patah hati...haiz..rosak my whole damn day... then one of the night... my itchy hand went back to the jpa portal to recheck...who knows...i didnt get the overseas scholarship...but i got the local one...yay..! was so happy i almost fell down the stairs..i was delighted...yipeeeee......!!!! i didnt know that itchy hand of mine is gonna change my life forever. note the word..FOREVER...!!!! Had a discussion on Human Development video..i received a call from melaka admin statin that i have to go cyber to REGISTER JPA... they say NO NEED BRING ANYTHING....so stupidly me..went there...luckily i brought my personal documents..damn..they asked for it..then one of the people said i have to register into the hostel today itself...o.O...wth...oik...! i thought register nia...damn it... that moment...i felt like everything is crashing down...fuuuuush...my brain cells almost gone dead.. anyways...i dont have a choice though..i went to y new hostel.. i climbed all the way to the fourth floor..i almost run out of breath reaching the HIGHEST floor...jeeez... i found my room n there was a gurl n her mum there already..lucky her, she got the single bed...=__=..my dad went back to melaka n get all my stuff... ALL..!! he came back with like 6 plastic bags..plus my big black luggage...my computer bag...my carry bag...all those stuff...i was like...fourth floor men..! the guard wouldnt let my dad go up the hostel...NO MALE ALLOWED...=__=...terpaksa la.. walk up n down like 10 TIMES..!!! i think i looose almost 100 kg...=__=... after settling everything...i suddenly felt lonely..i realise i didnt even get to say proper goodbye..yesterday was like juz like any other normal day..n today was a total life changing...

more problems arise...im apparently the only january intake student in cyber who is under jpa..others are all newbies..felt super old..there are clashes between the subjects.. aish..yay me..new subjects....wopeeeee...=____=...entering a new class which started 3 weeks ago is super akward..i went in there...n the first thing i notice..all eyes were on u...great...lucky me, im the only chinese in 2 of y classes...english class was even weirder...they wont even bother on newbies entering the class...they mind their own business..atleast i get to know all my classmates in those 2 classes... i can barely remember a quarter of my classmates in english class... c'mon... why dumped me aside...! anyway...being alone is something not new to me..gotta get use to it...

first few weeks in cyber was super tough...finding classes was so confusing..lari sini lari sana...alamak eh...but......after atleast one month there...cyber seem small..haha..that happen when u wonder around...i realise that cyber food are mostly international...dude..there is only like one chinese stalls...and a few malay stalls...jeez....getting food is a problem..price of it is another!

mentioning about clubs...i joint like 4 clubs..but active in only about 3..lol..genius me..i join chinese language society.. i dont understand chinese completely though... i went to the AGM alone..why...? my fren last minute dumped me... i sat there like alone..everyone was like huhahing in chinese here n there..n clever me shutting up in a corner..sometimes, i felt as though i dont fit it..i dont belong there...aish..i dunno why...

this semester, i did join some event..why u ask me? social lo...anti social dude like me should join more..so i went to the PWC trip..an accounting trip...together with four of my frens.. we sat like in a row behind in the bus..where others sat infront...a huge wide gap separates us...we were like super noisy..cracking funny dirty jokes..doing some unmentionable actions..lol..we laugh like nobody business...but i do feel happy though...its been a while that i laugh my heart out.. mixing with them brings some joy in me..next thing i went for is the mid autumn festival..i was supposed to go with a fren..but kena ditched half way..jeez..nvm...i went anyway...aiyaaa...all speak chinese again...me stand there...play handphone..half way..i ran off..cnt tahan di...hahaha.....wonderful of me...the last thing i signed up for is the chinese new year extravagance event..lol..committee...hehe....wait next year to c it la..!

okok...last for this semester is my finals...hehehehehehehe...there is like 2 weeks before finals..and i was somewhere hanging...not yet prepared..for those 2 weeks..i stayed in the hostel...everyone went home..but i insist instayin.go back home sure xble belaja..haha..since my hostel are deserted..i went to my fren's rooom..i borrow her room..hers was first floor..easy ma..anything happen..lompat tingkap...xmati pun...XD...i stayed there and do short notes..exercises...ettc etc...sleepless night...i even felt asleep on the damn table..how did i did that?hahahahaha.....after a long exausting tiring preparation...finals...~...haha....conclusion...wait my result....then u know what i did was worth or not...

my next semester gonna be a whole lot of new challenges...btw, i only registered 3 subjects.. eng III, econ II and acc II...they haven offered comp app II...kinda free though...weee.....doesnt mean i can slacked off..!!!!!hehhehehe....

hand tired...xP


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thedevil

Sunday, September 19, 2010

sumimasen...!

my blog is in a state of death...too busy lo...
i promise to blog bout the whole semester after my finals..!


^^

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thedevil

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

insomnia...? nah...!

the weather outside is darkening...eyer...so moody one..i wan study leh! mood spoiler....
u say go sleep..haiz....i want to sleep so badly...but i cnt seem to close my damn eyelids...i lie on the bed...n i can see the ceiling ...i closed my eyes n hope to get some sleep..but after a few mins..i open it again..... haiz......can i wish to sleep forever...to close those eyes n neva open it again....to close it from the bright light n wonder into darkness... a darkness where u do not need think bout juz stare...

haiz..


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thedevil

wargh....!! T.T...

one more week to finals!!! im still preparing..!! ish.....sob.... haiz.... i stayed in campus juz to study...n guess what...im blogging..lol..wth...haha.... why buss management so longgggggggggggggggg....
yer...so many thing to memorize leh...aduhai... human development some more...kek sei me ah! T.T...sob...MUET next month...wuu... at least can go back melaka n c my monkeys frens..!
buahahaha....zz.....

the feeling of being lonely is slowly overwhelming me again.. is not fair though...i left u guys..n now karma is bitting me in the ass... ppl are leaving me..jeez..i wonder will i ever survive next sems.. i seeem to be falling apart... i have to start to be more socialise...damn..lol..why ah..feels like so hard to talk to ppl...mybe i have no self of confidence..? or i simply dun wanna trust them..lol....ish....wake up la..!!!!!!

aish...! one more dilemma im facing...to study degree in melaka or cyber...haiz... im still thiking la.. my god.... cyber is so lonely...melaka is so friendly...not all but some.. jeez.... argh!
suan liau..



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thedevil

Saturday, September 4, 2010

What a rough week...=(

This monday was supposed to be a holiday for me..i planned to go to my frens house...n do some painting...and my luck..i was sick...jeez...i could barely get up in the morning..but thnk God its a holiday..i would have died if it is a school day... i woke up at 1pm.. i know i wanted to head for the bathroom...i felt a lil bit dizzy...in the end i was kneeing hard on the floor.. i knew i felt...my knee was hurting..ooof...!...i got up n went into the toilet..i took my handkerchief n wet it...soon...i was on the floor again..jeez....nice move huh.. the third time..i really fell..i pulled the shower host off..haha...i fell on my freaking ass...it hurts...zz..lol....first time like that...my god...haha...
what a rough week...

well, all my assignments n presentation are over..i only need to focus on finals...i have 2 weeks!
haha...i plan to stay in campus..but most of my frens are heading back...i felt im gonna be the only one there...wooot...scary huh...haha....haiz..no choice..i sacrifice for finals..=]...

the next thing i realise, my next semester is gonna be boring...i will have to face the same classmates in English III. same june intake students in Econs II... and new classmates for accounting II and Computer application II... im gonna miss u guys ...haha...there will be less laughter it seems....jeez..repeat that life again..



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thedevil