At first, people say your lover can be the motivator. The inspirer for you to do whatever shit you wanna do. How true can it be. Seriously, it’s all a lie. Love is seriously like a demotivator especially when the roller coaster is going down an endless end. Been there. Done that. Not gonna repeat it. No no.
The I took the time off, dude..like seriously a hell lot of time off especially in the night to think about..stuffs. Two damn thing that is my BIGGEST motivatior is..
Seriously, I cannot live without coffee( more specific, starbucks) Gotta have it now and then. Kinda a bad habit especially during college hours. It just come flowing down my throat like free water. It gives me that certain satisfaction that, ‘hey, life isnt that bad after all aint it'?’. That kind of satisfaction. Crazy much? Now I am actually crazily craving for starbucks. Cross my finger I satisfy that cravings tomoro..~ :3
Music. The impact of music. Hmmm.. How am I gonna describe it. It’s either I walk to classes, meals, bed.. there is always the earphone glued to my ears. I might be deaf soon too. Maybe. I dont know why nor how music effects me. It just did. Everytime a dingle melody plays, it feels like I;, dreaming. Its either that, that piece of music has certain value or memories to me.. or maybe the words that it speaks blew me away. To close my eyes and listen to the rhythm. The beat. Everything for a moment seems okay. It feels as though time stop fer a while. The moment I wish it never ended. I wish it could play a never ending beat. When it ends, Hell comes back.