My *painful* Tuesday Life...

I set my alarm clock at 7.40a.m.It rang.I turn it off.shit.thus.i woke up at 930am when my class supposed to be at 10am.T.T.and lucky me.my monthly process attack me exactly 930am.haiz.quickly ran to the toilet.brush my teeth.wet my hair n comb it as usual.wash my damn face.ran back to my room,change my clothes n stuff all my stuff into my bagpack plus my laptop.shoot.berat.argh.hungry.shit.945am already.no time.stuff biscuits in my back.wear my shoes n ran to 4th floor.fill water.ran all the way to class.class start from 10am till 4pm.two quizzes attack me at once.great.i attack accounting quiz well but i screw human development.jeez.do we need to learn all those shitty pregnancy?.my stomach ache.chew some biscuits.jeez.what an unhealthy daily meal.no choice.at 4pm.when to library to meet this dude.helped me with my laptop thingy.then finish.i walk all the way back to dorm.bought 9 pieces of nuggets.chew it all the way until almost 6pm.then go eat dinner.but i didnt eat.no appeitite.so i drank cold milo.great.worsen my condition.drag myself all the way back to 4th floor.tried to sleep.but it is freaking hot.damn.felt so sick.wake up at 730pm.on laptop.finish my slides.did my quiz.no mood.etc.etc...last..sleep...



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My Monday Life..

Mum forces me to wake up at 5.30a.m. I thought i was still dreaming as i was tired to even move a muscle. the next call. she pulled my blanket off me. the bright ceiling light burn my eyes. i could barely lift my eyelids open. with the lazy strength i have, i try searching for my blanket with my eyes closed. aha. gotcha.those soft blanket i quickly pulled to cover my face.it felt so cozy. with the cold air making it more comfortable.the last call came in.i know i wasnt dreaming.ok.ok.time to wake up.i forced my eyelids to open n face the bright light.argh.how i wanted to sleep more.walk lazily down my double decker bed.whops.careful.not to fall. i drag my body into the wet toilet.searched for my green toothbrush.found it.take it.rinse with water.covered it with toothpaste.hmm..mint flavor.as fresh as possible.stared at the mirror.told myself.new day.new hope.new obstacles.brushed my teeth.rinsed.wash my face.done.went down stair with two damn heavy bags on my shoulder.ouch.change into my clothes.comb my short hair.watered it here n there.walah.all dressed up.no make up.XD.went to the dining table.sat down on the hard wooden chair.stared at the cup of milo with the layer all dried up.closed my eyes n stirred it.dont wanna c where that dry layer ended up. drank it down my throat.ah.nice.wore my watch,bangles,n rings.take my bag.hop into the car.dad drove all the way to cyber.what a sleepy journey.reach.got down.2 bags on my shoulder.one file.one carry back.n my lunch.kiss dad goodbye.walk all the way to the fourth floor.my back.ouch. open the door slowly.roomate was still asleep.the sun was not up.put my stuff down.change clothes.n went to bed again.ahhh.woke up at 10.check email.fb.reply email.change into all black outfit.stuff books into bags.purse.wear my stocking and sportshoes.my ipod on.walk all the way to fosee.then.walk to FOM.after that,felt super stressed.went to library.borrowed 2 books.went to classes.gosh.more work.finally.went back at 4pm.eat.study.rest.haiz.then went to table tennis.played a while.went to CLS meeting alone.wow.really alone.god.went back at 10pm.eat mcd.studied.now blog.the end.



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it has to come to an end

well....what ever happen...it has to come to end rite?
maybe its already the end....
u move that way...i move this way.....i didnt expect it to happen this way...
since there is no way out, the only solution, u guys forget it n move ur own way...
easier rite? dont u think so...?
u wont cause trouble for each other..
aish.....after writing a blog super super long for u guys..
also x jadi...xlaku...
nvm la..i leave it to u guys...whatever u wanna do with that relationship we use to have,
up to u .... im just merely a part of that friendship dumped over here..
i wanted to be there so badly... ..then maybe it dont have to be this way...jeeez...
i dont wanna think about it, but my brain wont leave it alone...haiz...!!!!
nvm la...as time passes..who knows...i;ll be the first to forget...

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lately, i seem to be walking to class alone..jeez...sounds pathetic rite?
haiz....this happen when u r forced to start new....
i accept the fact that i have to do it..
its kinda depressing though to be walking alone in the big area accompanied by sad music..aish!
why am i complaining ehh?
so that i can express what i felt n feel relieve after that...
english class is making me frustrated...
u damn team mates...
haiz...............!!!!!!!
i did all the summary fuckingly alone..n have sleepless night thiking how to complete it..
when u guys can go skiiping around having fun...
when the lect ask, did all these guys contribute?
i was like...yes, they did....cuz u stupid ppl are standing next to me!
but im not satisfied...! after u guys went out...haha..too bad...ur gone, babe...
definitely gone for life...
haiz...then maybe later also i gone...aish...

atleast, there is still some fren whom is willing to talk to me...
yea...some...jeez...


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let me see....hmm..

its been quite some time since i blogged...lol...im not lazy ok?! juz no time..haha..giving reasons..lol..
anyways, the past few days was not exactly pleasant for me...im infected by allergies!! noooo!!
haha....i thought it was the dust...but then..i finally found out, it was cats! grrr...!
i should kick every cat i see...! lol... haiz...touch only ma...aduhai... i can barely sleep men!
itchy here n there...my leg swollen...= =...i felt like skinning of my skin..lol....anyways, it finally go off...weeeeeeeeeeeee.......hehe....

next, jpa..! damn u...where is my allowance la......i need money.............! its has been one and the half month..! lol..cepat cepat! haha.... oh yeah...my phd video present already!!!! wo hooo...!!!
do u know that it is very very very VERY...akward to see urself in the video...i can barely stare at the screen!!! haha...swt.'....

btw, i joined mmu melaka closed for table tennis..lol..why la i did it? i aint that good though...wuuu... aish...nvm la...gain experience ma...the training on monday was like hell..! wuush! there is this senior...wow..u should see his passion in table tennis..haha...he is the first person i;ve seen so far that is VERY passionate in table tennis...he did help me though...i watch the video he showed to me on how to play over n over again..lol...i nt sure whether i get it right though..haha...then he teach me how to smash...hahaha...smash..smash..! haha....
then around 9pm, most of them went back...left four of us..haha...we played double.. well, that is one of the best memory i can get in cyber so far....XDDDD

oh...i got 17.75 over 20 for mid term accounting...nooooooooooo!!!!!.. oik! not high enough ar!? well, NO..! haha...because ppl can get 19.95...no fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...! haha...im gonna work like hell men...buahahahahahhaha....lol.....ok ok....


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